Supposed To Say

Was I supposed to say
It was nice to see you today?
'Cause it was hell for me
You look like you’re doin' okay
Like you could go either way on seeing me

Are you getting what you need
To make sure you never bleed?
I could tell when you came up the drive
You've got someone in your life
I must give off the same

You’ll say what he needs to say to try me on for a day
And then leave me with this chain
I might not know then who to be
But consider me up off my knees
Oh, won't you please?

I'll take this, if you take those
But none of this is what I chose

Do you remember the night
The phone fall down by your side?
And you cried yourself to sleep?
Oh, the Sun in the dashboard lights
When everything was all right
When it was just you, me, and the sea
Now you look at me and you can't reach
God forbid you'll ever need me